Back! I say back! Thou vile creature of the pits of despair! I stand correct & firm within my Grand Circle of Protection. I face the Evil. I hold my Magick Ring in defense against the Demons noisome breath! And then… and then… I press the “send” button and let the Magick email fly into the ether.
What’s this??
As I’ve hinted around lately on my blog, I’ve sent out the first round of “see you later” letters to some people. Five thus far. They weren’t necessarily mean spirited letters. On the contrary, the ones that have gone out were polite. I saw no need to be rude.
The letters were written with one thought in mind: cutting loose of negativity, letting go of people who really never did deserve me, saying goodbye to old news, wishing them well (even if I don’t mean it) and an overall dropping of the bricks. Goodbye to people and their incredibly heavy baggage. So long to people who are damaged, broken and just plain nasty. They reek of it because they wear it like a badge of honour. Some even brag about it.
If you’re the type who wants to see how far you can push me: fuck you. If you’re the type who pretends friendship while sharpening your claws: fuck you. If you’re one of the people I’m talking about: fuck you. And if you’re the guy who sent me that threatening email 2 weeks ago: fuck you. And I’ll meet you anytime, anywhere. Prepare to have your ASS handed to you.
It feels GOOD! I have to say, it feels marvelous to send them the big kiss off. Not everyone who received an email was nasty. Some are merely confused people. But that’s no longer my problem. But it will always be theirs.
I think, for example, of the people who have received nothing but “love & light” (puke) from me, and didn’t return an ounce. I think of people who are incapable of the slightest trickle of human feeling. I think of people who are so DEAD inside that they get confused when other people aren’t. I think of someone that Naufragio knows, someone who has taken everything she has to give, and gave NOTHING back. Vileness at its worst. Do they really think that such vileness directed at another will go unanswered? I have the biggest mouth on the planet and a healthy appetite for revenge.
So the first round of my heartfelt “fuck you” letters have gone out. If you received one, then all I can say is I’m sorry. Actually, I’m not. Live with it.


Check Hallmark, I think they have a section for this…..
Also see that you have Gita and I Ching on your nightstand. Gita is a bowl full of wisdom in my eyes, but the I Ching just didn’t click with me or my mind. Glad to see your a well rounded reader, which I already knew…
Peace,
I’m a well rounded reader because I have no social life. Just books. Oh, and Port. Oh, and Absinthe.. oh..
Thank you my friend.
It takes courage to do what you did.
But at the same time you are not responsible for their misfortunes. I have no problem cutting ties with people who do not want to at least work to improve their own lives. I am not a therapist, either, lol.
Cutting these things away are good. because people will place their burdens on you if you let them, And its not about NOT being humane, its about maintaining your own sanity and walking away when it is necessary. It takes some maturity to be able to do that.
VenusSatanas
Thank you Venus,
How have you beeeen? Long time, no? I appreciate what you said. I’m just trying to drop the bag of bricks and clear the air.
I have just came upon your blog today (via A Pagan Tapestry). Your blog is like a good book. I can’t put it down! I have found myself nodding and agreeing with each and every post….so far ~smiles~
Thanks!
Hi Robin,
Sweet words, and thank you. I was just over at your Pagan in the Rough Blog as well